Sooooo....

I've admitted I've put too much work on my plate to fit into a sensible stomach which is my time frame.

As of today, I've had to end the completion of my Dominance War V entry, due to already having way too much other uni related work. So instead of considering quantity, I need to focus on quality. 

There is much research to be done, and writing to do for the people who are still alive (Portal reference >_>)

And most importantly I need to begin pre production planning for the end of year project, which at this time relies on me to produce some killer concept art. QUALITY be key....I get it now.

So my Dominance War experiment has turned sour, however I can still document this and show the processes and development. Should keep the bearded men and women at bay....for now.

Not so smooth

So juggling my Dominance War entry, assignments for my elective as well as writing like a mental person is proving very difficult. Consider this a reflection more that a complaint.
My Dominance War submission (Goddess of Joy) was originally getting me hyped up, however I keep getting stuck with thinking outside the box, so she looks like a regular person. This doesn't help when there are other deadlines, and when I can't break out of the habit to work at a quick sketching pace....it takes me ages to get something done. So it looks like this experiment will be a failed one, considering that there needs to be far more time and less stress needed to be able to pull out artwork that is at least a little interesting.
Which brings me to my exegesis writing. I'm not going to lie, I'm bad with writing, and the more I want to get one of my essays done, the more I lose motivation even though it revolves around the subject I love, researching about it and talking about it like a stuck up fine artist drives me up the wall. It doesn't help that particular lecturers and fellow honours students from other unrelated degrees seem to look down upon a person studies games design. It's just like high school again some days, it's what probably pushes me into my downward spiral of hate towards the exegesis is the feeling of no one being interested or giving a shit. Rant of the day complete.

If anyone has any good words of advice, or even something to cheer a bud up. Feel free to do so.

Updates on DW entry

Oh What A Night

So I attended the Griffith Alumni Awards night tonight, which presented the very first alumni awards to games students (^_^). Our course convenor Matt Ditton advised we go, mainly for the sake of being the first alumni graduates in games design, plus the chance of networking, plus the free food and booze.

And I'm glad I only had the one beer, because Matt managed to introduce me to Peter Yong, a concept artist that had previously worked with him at Pandemic, and has since worked for other companies around Australia after graduating as an animator at the very same uni I'm attending at now. A really cool guy with a great art style (he also created his very own art book call "Violent Fridays"). Peter use to work under Milenko Tunjic, another concept artist working in Brisbane who also attended the event tonight, and who is also good mates with Matt (funny that >_>), he also happens to have agreed to become a supervisor/mentor of mine for my honours degree.

Trying to make light conversation with a person you admire is a struggle for me, and as I was doing my best not to freak out at the fact that I was able to talk to Milenko, he ended up telling me that if my work didn't show any possible potential, he would have passed on supervising me (I forget exactly how the sentence was said, mainly because I was stuck in a surreal moment). Milenko's words, as well as talking to Peter Yong and Jim Woods (studio director for Sega/Creative Assembly International) brought my fire back. For the last few weeks I've been questioning my situation and whether the fields I wanted to get into were the fields I was going to be good at, which resulted in a drop of motivation, inspiration and general happiness. After tonight, I feel I can punch this year in the face, power through my work so that I can produce concept art that will help me in the long run.

Whew, now that I've got that off my chest, here's some stuff done for Dominance war, Illustration for design, and the game me and the boys are working on for Albert Sciamma:

Dominance War face ideas

Goddess of Joy concept outfit no.1

All in good practice

Hey guys, I've found a neat Fantasy Character Generator that I'm using to help me practice.

Fantasy Character Generator
http://nine.frenchboys.net/fantasychar.php

also check out:

Fantasy Name Generator
http://nine.frenchboys.net/fanname.php

Outfit Generator
http://nine.frenchboys.net/outfit.php

Meanwhile in terms of Dominance War, I'm now working out an outfit for my Goddess and refining the composition.
And in terms of my exegesis, I'm in search of a concept artist that I can interview, 'cause for my research method subject, my assignment is to do a presentation on a practitioner in my field of focus....so far no luck, but keeping thy chin up.
Also starting to elaborate on my project, which I might ramble on about here once in a while.

And as for practice, I've been doing portraits of friends on Facebook, which in turn is going towards another assignment. Check it out:

Dominance War: planning

Had enough motivation to start planning out my Goddess:

Oh and Saturday 2nd April I went to Supanova at the RNA Showgrounds with a few friends, I don't remember it being so popular (or so hot and sweaty).
I ended up checking out some comic artists in another pavilion (which wasn't so hot and sweaty). The sketch pads and printed work was mind blowing, especially from an Aussie artist Jon Sommariva. I decided to ask him how he manages to stay motivated to draw, which has been my main problem since my birth.
And he pretty much said "Everyone has their good days and their bad. There are some days where you get depressed and stuck in a slump, but you got to keep drawing. I personally think back to how lucky I am to be doing what I'm doing, but the more you force yourself to draw, the less of those slump days you have, even if you just keep drawing until you're happy with one good one, it helps".

Said it like a boss, I don't think I'll ever forget that.
Meanwhile, I managed to ninja-shot a picture of him. Sorry Jon!

Check him out:

Blogspot

Deviantart

Dominance War V update

So I've entered in this year's Dominance War V as an experiment towards my Honours. If you haven't heard of it, click here
The theme is 'Gods', meaning we can create any kind of god we want, and the competition has .It's my first time doing it, and so far it hasn't been smooth sailing. Trying to relax and draw is hard when juggling other assignments, but this week (hopefully) I'll be able to nail down a design I can start refining.
At first I was going for something along the lines of dark, tormented gods, which lead me onto doing ether a God of Depression or God of Wealth. But as of yesterday I was observing the concepts from the other contestants, and I noticed that most of them have a very similar design: Broad shoulders, lots of plating, crazy stuff coming out of the back, dark and scary. Then I thought "why try and do something that'll possibly blend in with the rest?"
So I've decided to do a more cheery god, and if it doesn't get anywhere near the finals, I'm super cool with that, cause I'm not expecting anything to come out of this besides experience.
So here are the initial scratchings:

And last night's idea, which has to be refined a lot more with added joy! Rainbows, unicorns, cherry pies and teddy bears. By the end I'll probably be sick with cuteness.